Back to blogging. It’s been a while since I wrote another blog in here. 

Anyways, to start it up, this blog is all about love all over again. Another thing I have learned. Another lesson learned in the chapter of my experience called life. I am happily single, or am I? I admit I missed someone that/who will always be there to give me the attention I needed or someone I know who will always be there no matter what. Missing the mixed emotions, indescribable feeling that no words could ever explain, just having that feeling. I can’t remember when was the last time those butterflies had played on my stomach, when did I ever felt that nervous feeling that makes me have cold-sweat a lot, and that heart beat so fast that you can’t even catch your breathe. Hence, that feeling that makes you STUPID. haha! Those were the things I just wonder when I will ever feel again. Love is always my preferred topic, because I am thankful and blessed with what I have so far. I think this is just the missing piece in my puzzle and the only unwritten chapter in my life story. haha!

Yes, I have been stupid but that was one of the best-est to the very best feeling I have ever felt. LOVE, is just one word I cannot even stop myself from doing. Although I do not seek nor I do not wait, it is just one thing that makes me incomplete. It’s just also that sometimes, when you are surrounded with people who are so much in love, makes you want to feel the same thing. Sometimes you wish that you have that kind of feeling, too. Oh yeah, people would say don’t rush things and that you are still young. You have better things to do and can enjoy life without it. But isn’t it that it is more fascinating to feel that kind of emotion. Whether people admit it or not, they sometimes do need someone to love and loves them back (for some affectionate people, I am not saying everyone).

On the other hand, love can wait and that is true. There are better things to do than being in love, and that is also true (applicable for young-naive people like me). For me I may describe it as “LOVE IS AFFECTION OF A PROMISE”, why? Because love is just not about the feeling, it is about how you and your other half make a relationship. As what I have learned, it may come and go. Love will not always be there, will never stay the same as it used to the first time, and may fade away. But if two people are matured enough to keep that promise, then it is called TRUE LOVE. Why I also said it’s not just about the feeling? Because it is composed of different elements like for instance honesty, understanding, trust, loyalty, faith, FRIENDSHIP, etc. and in between of it is where our God is. There are a lot more actually, but I wouldn’t mention it anymore. hahaha! Also what I have learned with love, is that when it hits you, it will hit you hard, in the most unexpected moment and there’s nothing you can do about it. that’s it, so yeah..

Anyways, why did I have thought of writing this blog? Because I want the people like me, especially the young ones, to know that love is not just about the feeling and the love itself. There’s a lot more through it if you just see beyond those four letters, one word. A friend once told me that “you should think more of yourself than others” and that made me realized that I’d better be doing what he said for I believe that you really do not know how to give love to others when you cannot give it to yourself. Another thing is just it is all in your MIND, what you THINK you should feel will affect the EMOTIONS of your HEART. ;) So therefore, think before you fall, consider things that should and must be considered first, and LOVE WHENEVER YOU THINK YOU FOUND THE RIGHT BLESSING YOU THINK IS MORE THAN WHAT YOU DESERVE AND YOUR WORTH. Who can see what is there inside you and what you have there. Especially when you know that you can read between the line and see what is beyond that word, not just when you most feel like it. :) 

#love #affection #emotions #hopeless romantic